I need strength.

This new blog is to keep me from falling. I want to lose this prison of fat I'm living in. While I have thinspo saved to my computer, I have found that posting them for others to see, keeps me motivated more.

I like to link my love for music to my passion on becoming thin.

This blog is open to those who respect that.

Song right now: Alpha Dog by Fall Out Boy
Clap until your hands hurt

Standing ovations or boos

Wa-wa-watch us until we blur

Walk off into the sunset

Tell rock and roll Im alone again

I wanna put the Midwest home again

You time has passed, they say never means never

So the fresh stares wont last but never means forever

Never means forever

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac-aaaaac

Alpha dog and oh-omega-megalo

Welcome to the new de'ja` vu

I can almost see the wizard through the curtains

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac-aaaaac

We must have the best coach

Tell the best jokes

We must make it hard to look so easy

Doing something so hard

You must see my way

They scream when they look at me

Im a, Im a star

Im a, Im a star

Im a star

Oh, Im a star

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac-aaaaac

Alpha dog and oh-omega-megalo

Welcome to the new de'ja` vu

I can almost see the wizard through the curtains

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac-aaaaac

Youre not the first

Or the last

But youre possible the prettiest, whoa

Hes a fighter

Past his prime

Hes in the gutter waving his hand

Im just fine

Youre not the first

Or the last

But youre possible the prettiest, whoa

Hes a fighter

Past his prime

Hes in the gutter waving his hand

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac-aaaaac

Alpha dog and oh-omega-megalo

Welcome to the new deja vu

I can almost see the wizard through the curtains

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac-aaaaac