Starting Over.

I've been doing well the last week. Lost about four lbs. I'm living with my grandparents because my grandpa is sick and I was asked to take care of him. He get's concerned with how much I don't eat. Constantly pushing me to eat what my grandmother cooks. I tell him I'm not hungry and make myself a protein shake to fill me up. I'm downing water like crazy. I broke down a bit tonight and took a helping of plain chocolate cake. It wasn't great. I don't know why I did it. Weakness perhaps. But still, I've resolved to keep doing better. My calorie counter on my new phone is amazing. I love that app.

Hope everyone is doing well. Got some work to do tonight. Sleep tight.

Song tonight: Need You Now by Lady Antebellum
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now