Fuck it. Why the hell do I feel so insignificant? I look at the dance floor and see girls so much bigger than me dancing with a man they love. Yet I'm alone. Am I that ugly? Or is it that my weight has concealed the beauty that I keep hoping to find? I'm sick and tired of living like this. I want to love. I want to be a Mrs. I want to be a mother. Bit I feel like nothing like that can happen so long as I'm living inside this sickening fat suit. Can't anyone save me? Can't anyone feel my pain? I don't want Fucking pity. O just want to know...WHY?!