21 lbs baby...

...and its so encouraging. My mom is noticing that I'm losing. She said my sweats were looking baggy on me...(they kinda were). I still have a ways to go obviously but I think I've found a way to maximize fat burning at the gym so we shall see how it goes. I ate a bit more than I wanted to tonight, but I've done well the last couple days. I'll make up for it when I leave for the gym in about a half hour.

Right now, I'm getting nervous about the prospect of...dare I say it...a boy. Even scarier is the fact that I haven't met this guy.

My cousin works with him at a bank. He's good looking, sweet, and a decent guy so I'm told. She has shown him pictures of me and he asked if I was single. (Gulp). He told her to tell me "what's up?" Such a guy greeting huh? Anyway, he's since then tried to convince her to bring me to a bar he was going to be hanging at. Now my cousin wants to set me up, and she's got my mother involved. Disaster could be looming any minute with this folks...(Only cause mom's nosy). My mom asked my aunt (who also works at this bank) about the guy...(now she's broadcasting this to my family that she's working with my cousin to set me up)...my aunt says he's a great cute guy. Apparently he's got the seal of approval now.....Let me remind again...I HAVEN'T MET HIM!

Crazy life I lead I tell you.

Today, my song of choice is something romantic (not because of the guy...just because I feel like it)...

Song: Then by Brad Paisley
I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then