I finally did it...

...I'm officially 20 lbs lighter! Of course, it's just a stepping stone. I have a ways to go. I need to lose four more lbs for my goal by Christmas. But that should be easy now that I've got a pattern down. In fact, I might move past what my goal is. If I do, I'm gonna have a great Christmas.

I might be stoked at the progress I'm finally making, but I'm far from happy. I still need to push. Still need to do a bit better each day than the day before. I'm not eating tonight. Not til after I work out tomorrow. Until I do, I'll drink my green tea and concentrate on other things than food. I don't need it. My stomach may rumble, but it's because I'm winning. And there is nothing that can stop me so long as I have the will. Control. It's all I want.

Song right now: Devour by Shinedown (I know, Shinedown kick lately)
Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all
Take it and take it and take it until you take us all
Smash it and crash it and thrash it and trash it
You know they're only toys
Try it you'll like it don't hide it don't fight it, just let it out
Steal and shoot it and kill it or take another route
Take it and take it and take it
You know they're only toys

Devour Devour
Suffocate your own empire
Devour Devour
It's your final hour

Devour Devour
Stolen like a foreign soul
Devour Devour
What a way to go

You want it, you want it, you want it, you want it
Well here it is
Everything everything everything
Isn't so primitive

Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all
Nobody nobody wants to feel like this
Nobody nobody wants to live like this
Nobody nobody wants a war like this

Devour Devour
Suffocate your own empire
Devour Devour
It's your final hour

Devour Devour
Stolen like a foreign soul
Devour Devour
What a way to go
What a way to go

Diving down
Round and round
diving down
round and round

Devour Devour
Suffocate your own empire
Devour Devour
It's your final hour

Devour Devour
Stolen like a foreign soul
Devour Devour
What a way to go

Devour Devour
Suffocate your own empire
Devour Devour
It's your final hour

Devour Devour
Stolen like a foreign soul
Devour Devour
What a way to go
What a way to go