Friday, November 6, 2009

Success. Slowly but surely, I will get there...

I get on the scale today. I'm down four pounds in the last three days. Three days I've managed to empower myself and stay strong keeping my calorie count under 200, not including everything I've burned with walking, working, and dancing. Today, I'm working on day four. Dancing again tonight. Don't know how much I'm going to do considering I'm going to a place an hour away and I might not know that many dances. We shall see.

I'm worried that Mom is suspecting I'm not eating enough. This morning, she made both of us a smoothie in the morning, complete with protein powder in it. I had to appease her and take a drink. I left the drink in my room and went to take a shower. When I came back, I dumped it in my bathroom sink. I then told her that "ew, you are right. I shouldn't have let it sit. oh and pineapple doesn't taste good with the protein powder." She commented how the frozen pineapple was the only frozen fruit in the freezer. But I left her under the impression that I drank it down. One sip though, shouldn't be my undoing. I'll eat a local spinach leaf salad before leaving to dance.

Here is motivation:







Song right now: Never Good Enough, by Rachel Ferguson
Everybody said
She was a winner
No one knew
The secret kept
Within her
Starving for perfection
Hating her reflection

She tries harder
Then the average teen
An overachiver
With low self-esteem
Wants to walk like a star
But she takes it too far
She's never good enough
Wants to be Mary-Kate
Perfect weight, 88
She's never good enough

Now her friends all know
About her problem
They all try their best
To try to solve them
She feels
Like she's on trial
But she's still
In denial

She tries harder
Then the average teen
An overachiver
With low self-esteem
Wants to walk like a star
But she takes it too far
She's never good enough
Wants to be Mary-Kate
Perfect weight, 88
She's never good enough

Who's in control now?
Who's in control now?

Everybody said
She was a winner
Noone knew the secret
Kept within her

She tries harder
Then the average teen
An overachiver
With low self-esteem
Wants to walk like a star
But she takes it too far
She's never good enough
Wants to be Mary-Kate
Perfect weight, 88
She's never good enough

She tries harder
Then the average teen
An overachiver
With low self-esteem

No comments:

Post a Comment