Thursday, November 12, 2009

Ten down, a lot to go...

I'm feeling really good about myself. It's amazing how fast weight can drop when you find the will power. Even after my unfortunate day Monday where I had to eat so much with my Aunt and Mom, I didn't gain. I'm down ten lbs in nine days. But it's not good enough. I need to push myself.

Tonight, we are going out to the midnight showing of New Moon. Of course there will be the temptation of candy and things, but I'm a step ahead of temptation. I brought a 100 calorie package of shortbread cookies. My only indulgence for a while. I had strawberries and whipped cream before leaving. I'm at about 120 calories, plus the 100 cals for the cookies, and my intake will be 220ish for today. But I also did my walking. So, that makes up for everything in the end. I'm pretty happy.

Song today: 45 by Shinedown
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,(45)
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life(nother life)
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45

Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight

What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,(45)
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life(nother life)
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45

Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,(45)
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life(nother life)
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45





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